fodder

FODDERRRRRR

For a moment we are lost
among the shadows of yesterday,
and the hours and seconds past
shimmer forth in memory form.

I have been used to your skin
and my fingers tremble with
anticipation.

Time does not exist here.
The moment between
when you nuzzle my cheek
and when we are suddenly
much closer than I remember
is endless.

Dizzy, since all I am
breathing is you.

And then I can hear it,
the old fashioned silver alarm clock
and the heavy ticking it projects.

Time begins again
and you crash your lips to mine
and I can't help but remember
that you did leave me once,

but not before you touched
the patches of skin
that are tingling now,
knowing and wanting
the feel of your fingertips.
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Patches of skin
in certain and
specific places
remember the
graze of your fingertips.

The top lip
knows the feeling
of the middle
of your mouth.

The bottom lip
knows the velvet
path of your tongue.



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Hungry fingers reach, following the natural line that outlines my hip and leads to something more interesting. Velvet lips distract the mind so as not to alarm when nervous attempts are made. "No," she mumbles to fingers that play to close to lines drawn in moments where clarity is lost. Just lose her in your lips.

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I lost myself in the contours of your chest. You claimed my breath as your own. Patience, immeasurable, measured to recieve reward. It's ok, I'll wait. You've taught me how. Reinforcement is key.

I miss the way you taste.

You always leave so early.


The songs are slow, like the breath you lay across my cheek. The blankets are barely touching us, like fingertips tented and tracing your musculature. The light is soft, like the tiny kiss you introduce to my top lip. This is what it's like to be in a car accident. Shattering glass and metal twisted is sometimes called art. I can see the ice coming, but opening my mouth and swallowing your tongue allows for no warning. So we skid. We spin. We lose control. And we crash.